oceanbed

the cold sea
i float on my stomach rhythmically
to the waves
the current washes me ashore
i take a deep breath and dive under once more
swallowing the salty water
laughing harder than ever with the youngest daughter
underwater i can breathe once more

sandy faced acid girl

jacaranda flowers carpet the werld
anime is my girl
manga structure
reluctant to luster
eyes closed i muster up the strength to pull off her clothes
make love under silver moon three times over
cant remember feeling so close to a lover
cant remember feeling so close to another

sicksicksick

i can barely stand
the heat surges through me
pinpricks of pain
fire & lightning bolts
i grip my head in my hands
keep it under control
i want to start weeping
instead swaying drunkenly
must look like a junkie
cold sweat breaks out on me
i stink with disease
bending more and more at the knees
white light again
fizzing
smacked in the brain
i want to run with the wind
pour water on my body
where does this pain come from?
too long with chemicals
drug-riddled shell casts off the weight of the world
underneath, a little girl.

Long Dark You

belly love
ate our breakfast after early wake
shake your bottom down the bunker stairs
sometimes it feels like we are really sailing
you start wailing in the night
its dark so you leave on a light
its getting late and we left the windows open
mosquitos make music for hours
piercing our skin and ears
i hold onto my fears

the urge re-emerges to converge on the steps of this white dark place
this distaste on my tongue
i rub my lungs to the sound of guns
i smell eucalyptus
inside i run
awaken melting underneath canvas in a sweltering landscape
aware of the dangers
the river is empty of all life

its hard to re-create moments she says are wasted
i dont believe love is only once tasted
out of the corner of my eye i see..
romance is alight!
kisses burn me
your touch is warm tonight
you are the last light
the sun
you and me in a car
its not very sustainable but we are having fun